Monday, 30 April 2018

The whispers

How badly I wish that, this was a dream!
Yet every cell of my body knows it isn't.
I walk down the cold hollow hallway,
Whose wretched stones fathom me,
As my feet wades on it's ugly floor.
I try to conceal my fear; mask my face,
Keep my head high as I walk through.
I hear a shrill laughter behind me,
I swallow the lump formed in my throat
My steps hasten without my knowledge
I envision weird deformed faces in my mind,
Whose voices always whisper about me.

Monday, 26 February 2018

Broken hearted dreams shattered

Have I stand Lord, at Your altar
Hold me in your arms, dear Father 
I cannot fight back my tears 
Nor hold back my gravest fears

Don't you ever ask me to leave 
(For) my battered soul can never live

Pieces of shattered dreams, I wonder
Will my life look any more brighter?
Pain pierces hard through my heart
Lord (how) I wish I could forget!


Tuesday, 2 January 2018

Wonder place

You beg me like a child,
Crying “Please don't leave”.
Will you promise to me that
Tomorrow will be better?
Yesterday wasn't any better,
Today feels even more worse;
Why should I be here?
When there is a better?

Yet you beg me like a child,
Crying “Please don't leave”.
I always talk of the better,
The wonders of wonder place!
But still you want me to stay
Stay in this wretched place.
What does an infinite want?
In the world of the finites?

Yet you beg me like a child,
Crying “Please don't leave”.
I know you fear as much as I;
But still you somehow love
This awful crooked place
Never wanting to leave it.
Little do you realise the better
That, awaits in the forever
WONDER PLACE.

Wednesday, 20 December 2017

Triple sanity rantings

1: So what was that all about?
2: What are you talking about?
1: The mosquitoes.
3: What mosquitoes? I wasn't paying attention at all.
1: Well, what were you doing 3?
3: Was thinking about the flies. Now, tell me about the mosquitoes.
1: We got to ask 2.
2: Nothing more.
1,3: What do you mean?
2: The mosquitoes died.
1: Was it sudden?
3: Was it stroke or heart attack?
2: (long sigh) Murder. Chemical warfare. With the black ‘Hit’

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1: Are we writing today?
2: Nah. We are too happy for that.
1: (days later) At least today?
2: Nah. We are too sad for that.
1: (days later) At least today?
2: Nah. We are too busy today.
1: (days later) At least today?
2: Nah. We are too lazy.
1: (days later) At least today?
2: Nah. It's sabbath.
1: (days later) At least today?
2: Nah. I forgot the storyline.

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1: So, how about we buy a new dress?
2: Don't we have many already?
3: What? There are some awesome new arrivals!
2: Did you visit Amazon?
1: I didn't. 3 did.
3: It was Facebook. Not me.
2: (sighs)
1: So, how about we buy a new dress?

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1: Are we writing about this new boy in town?
2: New boy? Which boy?
3: There is no new boy in town.
1: Oh. Is it?
2: Wait a minute. Haven't I heard these exact words somewhere?
3: Me too. Me too.
1: Have you?
2: Wasn't that a song we read long ago?
1: (gives a sly laugh)
2: You cheater!
3: But it's nice.
1: I wonder if they copyrighted it.
2: So, what's the boy's name?

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1: How about we write about black widow?
2: How about we write about humans?
1: A human black widow?
3: She didn't marry again?
2: Who didn't?
3: The black widow, of course!
1,2: (sighs)
2: How about highly treacherous humans?
3: …with super powers too.
1: That would be awesome!
2: That would be out of genre.
1: Darn your genre!
3: How about kangaroo? 
1: Kangaroo who became a .........
3: Joey?
1: Yes. That's it. Time travel.
2: How about something new and exciting?
1: How about our conversations?

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And so… here we are folks!
Have a great day.

P.S: I named it sanity so that you wouldn't have any doubts as to it’s regard.